Waves

  I know I want to write. I’ve been having this feeling of wanting to write and share my feelings for a while. But I just can’t put what I’m feeling into words. I just feel this deep sadness.  I know what it’s like to long for a baby and then lose your baby before you get to meet them. But this is different. This is a family who was so excited for their baby. Came to clinic as concerned and anxious first time parents and excited to meet their little one. And despite getting prenatal care and everything looking great, the next second, their world came crashing down during childbirth. The mom never got to meet her baby in person before passing away. She fought for days and even showed signs of improvement. But then her body just couldn’t keep fighting.  You see reels and hear of people always talking about the joys of pregnancy and yes, it’s tough, but “just think of the joy when you get to hold your little one for the first time. You’ll forget about the pain.” “You’re brin...